This isn't Broken
I'm so sick of fighting this off.
this disease that consumes me.
I let it all go, feel it flood around
my feet and crawl up into my head.
you can tell me that I'm hopeless.
that I'm addicted.
and I'll tell you to just let me go
and let me go with it.
let it feed upon my insides
and let it flow out through
in consumption, I find redemption.