Memento Mori

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Seattle, Washington, United States
Professional Darling

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Friday, May 18, 2012

† Lithium Princess †

† Lithium Princess

I'm staring at a bottle of prescription pills.

I know what you are,

and what you will do to me.

You won't give me a high,

and you won't make me pleasantly numb.

You'll interfere with my life,

and stigmatize me more than I already have been.

The sickness will grow with your

increasing toxicity.

450 to six

six-100 to twelve.

Pills before bed to decrease the shaking

in limbs that used to be beautiful but

now only harbour your tremble.

Convulsing pulse;

and you'll make me thirst for something I can

never touch.

You'll make me a slave to my seemingly emotionless, emotions.

And I'll be screaming on the inside to be released

from your elemental prison.

You will try and contain all that I possess,

and in the end,

grey crystal vacancy is all that will be left.

I refuse to be your broken babydoll;

your little lithium princess.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Shiny Things

I await the kiss of your cold steel around my neck, rather impatiently. Rest assured that our mutual ownership will be sooner than anyone thought and my focus will be unwavering. Until then...

Thursday, May 3, 2012


I absolutely hate it when what you were looking for is staring you right in the face but you were just too blind to see it. Or my personal favorite, its in your fucking hand. I had it this entire time and it was staring me straight in the face and to add insult to injury it was in my fucking hand.

I'd elaborate but I'm too freaking tired.

Oh, and thanks for over 10,000 hits!