Memento Mori

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Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Untitled - Again

It comes and goes
ebbs and flows
the inherent need
no, desire to destroy myself
in ways that you cannot imagine
chemical addled brain
deplores me to step off the
edge and just fly away
an attempt to fly
becomes an attempt
no, success in self-destruction
why can't it just run its course
in a moment or two
and spare me the thoughts
the misery of anxiety
and apprehension
of degradation and acclimation
when you can't help but
beg to be released from
the hold that it claims it
doesn't have on you
but is connected
by invisible threads
and hands twisting violently
through me

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